I'm back

Today is when I'm starting over again

Am I better off Dead?

They say a few drinks could help me forget her
I'm smiling but close to tears
Every drunk step leads me to her door
If she sees how much I'm hurting
She'll take me back for sure

¬ LOL ¬

LoL
It's me =]

¬ outsider ¬

UCSI university just put me on their waiting list with the reason of " I am an OUTSIDER"
They look so warm and friendly
I know what an OUTSIDER should go for
They don't mean to hurt me because they just don't reject me precisely

Do I have a chance to join you?
Sometimes maybe you will need a black though it's a dirty colour
Am I an OUTSIDER for you?

¬ Destroyable ¬

you will never know
how it feels.......
when someone tells you she will die without others than you =[

sorry
I am not invulnerable

~ something you would never know ~

Maybe you are one of them?
Yea, it is not a great feeling :(
I have it every moment when I am with you

~ Imperfection ~

I am so sorry about my innate Imperfection :(

My ugly appearance has become the dominant allele in my DNA
My unbearable jealousy of you has filled my body
My stupidity in speaking has made misunderstand between us
My idleness in KH room has made my brain just full with your shadows
My inaccurate timing of calling on you has made some inconvenience in your hustle life
My worries about you seems to be my favourite habits throughout my daily routine
........................................................................................................................

Actually,
I just need a comforting sound from you
I just need an affirmation from you
or
I just need to take a nap ? ><

let pray for the imperfect, poor GUY
:)

~ So Sorry ~

My friends =]
If you are reading this post then you will know who is the friends I am mentioning ;)

I am just so sorry
I know I don't deserve your concern or maybe just a greeting
I am not a good friend I know
I do know I can't be your close friend anymore
When I heard that, really it hurt me so bad
But you all are right, I am the one who gave gush to you all

I do have a girlfriend
I don't mean to say "no" when I get your friendly invitation
I am not spending all the time with her
I am just so sorry
I don't think "Recently I am having emotion problem..." is the reason to reject you all
I do hope my apologies would be accepted though I don't deserve your forgiveness

Trust me
I am with you
Always

I am sorry ;(

~ who Are YoU? ~

Don't you still remember a guy who is just damn ugly?

Don't you still remember a guy who can just simply make you smile with his appearance?
Don't you still remember a guy who will never cry in front of all the spectators?

Don't you still remember a guy who doesn't care about other critics about all his behaviour?
Don't you still remember a guy who likes to play balloons with little children?
Don't you still remember a guy who always playing with jokes?
Don't you still remember a guy who you will miss the most when you are in upset?
Don't you still remember a guy who you will like him the most when you are just having a sick love?
Don't you still remember a guy who you will hope to spend time with when you are crying?
Don't you still remember a guy who is always the best in your mind because whenever it is, wherever you are, whoever make you sad, there is always him to be with you?
Don't you still remember who is the guy?

ohhh
is this the guy you are looking for?

opps
maybe this one is not the guy that you miss
but everytime when I look at the mirror

he is there......
Can he make me smile?
Even just a moment
Do I deserve the happiness what he gave you all?

~ are you a boy? ~

Am I a boy?
Are you kidding me?

LoL
Isn't it a ridiculous enquiry?
What answer do you expect from me?
Show me the traits of a boy please !!

A boy doesn't cry easily
A boy doesn't sob by himself
A boy does like playing games
A boy does't care about anything
A boy doesn't hesitate in making decisions
A boy doesn't depend on other people
A boy doesn't think too much in daily
A boy doesn't like staying at home
A boy doesn't like waiting
A boy doesn't worry about someone
A boy does masturbation
A boy does like movies
A boy does like hanging out with others
A boy does like porn

A boy does like mathematics
A boy does like handsome
A boy does like pretty
A boy does like himself
A boy does ........................

Ohhhh.....
undoubtedly,
I
Am
A
GIRL....

pitiful JiaYi
He does hating himself :(

~ +1 ~

LoL
let's have a look on +1
:P

yea
nothing Special
cant

related with Handsome
such a Short and Short
have you seen a ugly duckling be Sociable?definitely he doesnt have a lot of Friends
is he humourous?yea...born of him is just a Joke for the world

"quek,quek,quek....." this is the way he Amuses his beloved
ahiZ he studies chemistry ,but cant even link with his beloved with any bonds

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.

.

.

.

he is just a gush :S
lol
woHoHOOOhhOoo

what he has is just a love-shaped heart

loving you with all his heart

:)

~ 傻了 ~

JiAyi sot jor

><

不知道

有没有人会相信

我控制不住了

可能只有把脑袋切掉

才能够抑制

哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈啊哈

如果妳问我

答案很肯定

想妳想到我疯了

~ 那么遥不可及的我 ~

原以为我可以与妳

一起从同一个起点出发

刚起跑的时候

却才知道

妳的起点落在了

城市间的康庄大道

与我

崎岖的山路的起点

有着那么

遥不可及的距离

和妳期盼的起点

我更是微不足道

车子带妳穿梭于繁华的城市

车里的冷气凉爽了太阳的热能

收音机的歌声感动了妳

可能我就只能

为妳搽上防晒霜

背在我肩上

踏破球鞋地走往山顶了
路上还得听着我哼着的饮歌


一心一意地把妳牵到终点

可以给那么遥不可及的我一个看到重点的机会？

即使只是看.....

~ 我要烟屎 ~

who doesn't want 烟屎?

It's just around the corner jor

so gan jiong

no 烟屎 sure 吃屎 ler =[

SPM schedules here + +

23 November ---Bahasa Melayu

24 November ---Bahasa Inggeris

25 November ---Sejarah

29 November ---Mathematics

30 November ---Pendidikan Moral

1 December ---Additional Mathematics

2 December --- Physics

6 December ---Chemistry

8 December ---Biology

14 December---Bahasa Cina

:P

gogogo

GaR yAo Lor~~

~ Insane Dog ~

he is totally gone insane

so please take note about this stupid and imbecile DOg

yea...he is now seeking for his

first BOnE

and sure it will be his

LaSt BonE too ^^

if you are interested in becoming the bONe donor

when you see him

just grab him and kiss him and hug him

HoHoHOhO .>>>>>>>>>>>>>...<<<<<<<<<<<........

~ +JiAy1 ~

+JiAy1

+JiAy1

+JiAy1

+JiAy1 ....You are not as bad as people say, you are much, much worse

hmm

it's just okay ><....

heHe....笑啦~ ~

~ AHiZ ~

最近

爱上了音乐

偶尔都会在房间里大展歌喉

没有了离开家门的冲动

更别说读书了

真的真的。。。。。。

就游得我一个人吧

就游得我一个人吧

就游得我一个人吧

就游得我一个人吧

就游得我一个人吧

SupriSe

LoL

are you reading for the suprising moment?

hahahah

I am going to write it down

suprise

^^

~ pH 值 ~

实验室里

测完了所有的 pH值

强酸

弱酸

HNO3

H2SO4

HCL

HCOOH

.

.

.

.

.

.

原来

酚酞、甲基橙、石磊试纸

没有心的pH值 :(

那么

要怎么

知道

心

是

酸的？

还是

无味的？

真伤脑筋啊~~！！！

~ pain ~

It's just so painful

when I hurt my back

It's just so painful

when I am seeing those confusing maths equations

It's just so painful

when I am reading those complicated bio diagrams

It's just so painful

when there are so many blank pages in my exam papers

It's just so painful

because of my laziness and stupidity

It's just so painful

when the time my phone rang, and that's is not you

It's just so excruciating painful

when seeing the unhappiness and depression

in your eyes